my worries n things i regret

today my mood 'chao ' gud cauz im expeting to attend joanne's birthday but sudenly they change their plan cauz d pn DAISY lah dun let us to celebrate at anjung so we ned to go to seng ei's houz lah .... but it is so far so maybe i'll decide not to go lah . i fel very regret tat i can't attend joanne's birthday party but however wish u happy birthday JO JO !!!


next week must hand in the sivik folio but our team oso haven't start yet duno pass up wat to pn HAPIZAH , after ned to rush the folio then got exam woh so many things together oso do wat first .... exam coming lah i oso not yet do my revision i very d lazy lah but ah now f3 every exam oso important leh if let my mum noe i get bad results 4 my exam ah ... she sure wil kill me n stop me to attend d sports day practice 1 wat to do now ?????????????????!!!!! i oso duno

april is EO 's birthday i stil can't figure out wat to give her woh , star paper last year give oready lah then dis year leh ?? so 'mafan 'ned to think about these things this year is her last year in secondary skul so of course must give her something better mah ! see 1st lah stil got long time to go leh .

wat a sad day

yesterday i din go to skul cauz i go 4 d competition... there i saw lots of 'leng lui ' but 'leng zai ' ok ok lah . i lose the competition i just tarik diri frm all d competition not becauz i scared to lose but it is just wasting my time ... everyday ned to miss class ,go they early in d morning n then 7 o'clock onii come home waste my time i better stay at skul n chat wif my frenz lah .

i cry yesterday at d tuisyen centre but i just tel a few frenz the reason i cry now i think this is d second time i cry oready ...not my whole life just cry 2 times lah means cry 2 times oready in front of my frenz ......... the first is when after runing d merentas desa we got recess mah then i cry in front of kel yinn , lot of them oso dun noe the real reason y i cry cauz i lose oready mah the merentas desa actualy after i cry for some time then nothing oready ... but sudenly i miss her so much so then i terus cry lah !!!!!


why i oways like cry baby ah i oso duno just cry lah when im sad . 2morow is joanne's birthday we decide to celebrate for her ...but we just plan 2day onii lah we decide to give her her favourite story book - NEW MOON but becauz we dun hav time to buy maybe we'll buy her next time ! mac exam is coming im trying my best to get gud results cauz my class all PRO 1 how to fight ....but i think i can 'GUA'

im so scared

today ah ,i oso duno wat to write ...tomorow im going to SHAH ALAM for the competition i very scared lah becauz i scared to run at stadium remember the first time i went to d stadium is 4 years ago ... i lose the competition i fel very sad so from tat day i swear tat i wil never go to d stadium to run again but becauz this time d competition is very important to myself ,if i win i'll get the surtificate.

im realy scared lah i wish tat my lucky charm is stil now beside me but i lost it during the road run practice , i fel so down tat day it is a present from EO haiz 2morow im so scared lah .... can anyone help n to give me some suport i din tel al my frenz tat im going becauz it is none use they cant make me fel better ....... i realy miss her u r there when i ned u but now where r u . wish u r now beside me !

i oso din even tel EO n boon yi cauz i oso dunno how to say ,if i tel boon yi she wil just say : oh ya u so pro ah GAMBATEH lah ! then EO i din even talk to her im so scared of her she is scary u noe , like a tiger but last time she is not like lah for me ah last time she is the best frend but now change oready ..... dis year is her last year in d secondary skul she will be graduate , i realy scared if she graduate she migrate n EO graduate wat should i do ... I WIL MISS YOU GIRLS ,all of you r my best frend duno why ah ioso ned to ask myself y al ur best frenz oso older than you .. why cant u find some same age best frend meh the answer is no , there is no same age frenz tat is better tan u girls !!!!????

today is my first ..........

todat im truly down but i dun even noe why am i down ...since she migrate to shanghai everyday im thinking how is she now
, is she hapy ? ....the answer is YES ... now she's so hapy with her frenz there .
but im not .... everyday i suffer but now i noe she's not so improtant to me just joking lah , she is stil IMPORTANT to me becauz she is there when im down n hapy .

now im in f3 , everyday i hav mountains of homework but actualy is not tat much lah ... just kinda little but i think is kinda pressure now my class lots of PRO 1...they all so rajin but me ah ...haiz everday dating wif d tv n computer .... oso lazy to study i oready promise her tat i wil get gud results in al my exams but i realy duno how .

4 me f3 is just as normal as usual i dun even fel fear to PMR ..i fel like it is just a normal test but actualy i realy scared i cant get 8 a's in my PMR ,wat should i do now . I fel realy pressure i wana be special n unik but i duno how to make it real !! actualy im kinda lazy everytime oso din finish homework last minute onii finish it ...my frenz dun even like n of course i dun like them to much oso cauz they al makes me hated them but not all of them lah just some ...

my life din seems to be hapy but in skuls i can chat wif my frenz they r so gud like my angel i can;t even think if iday all of them dissapear in my life !!!!!!!!!! FRENZ !!!now i realy ned frenz when i fel down no one is there 4 me even if there is ,but i can't tel them im afraid they wil tel others of my secrets ...

i ned frenz now ...lots of it who can realy be my angel now ...................................